January 2010
@xgotchamarisaur THIS, is one reason out of a lot...
you give the best advice.
and you're always there for me.
thanks!
Marielle: You should just tell yourself about how you know he's going to hurt you, and how it'd save you the pain of heartbreak if he were to break your heart.
Marielle: If you ever cried over him
Marielle: think of all those wasted tears you spent on him.
Marielle: When you could move on and find someone who makes you smile THROUGH the tears..
Marielle: You know?
CAROL! Aha, I love you
Last day of 09, so fine.
From 12-5:30, talked to MJ. Formspringing, Truth or Dare, deeptalk with him. It was awesome while it lasted, I can’t believe I stayed up so late, knowing I had ice skating the same day as soon as I woke. 5:30-11, SLEEP. Dreamed about …I can’t even remember, I remember it was REALLY random though. Atleast it wasn’t as bad as my random ass nightmare that I had the day before...
December 2009
" Ask Mari " →
Promise.
I promised that I will never forget you, “Even if I wanted to, even if I was in a coma, even if I got amnesia, you would still be there.” And that’s a promise I will keep forever. Cross my heart .
It's absolutely crazy,
how I can stay awake til 5:30 AM just talking to you. Talking to you about everything and nothing all at the same time. When you don’t talk to me, I end up sleeping at 12, then when you talk to me, I can stay awake, til whenever you choose to fall asleep. If I even dare to become half asleep, I splash my face with water constantly until you decide to sleep, so I can sleep soundly,...
And He Has No Idea ,
FORMSPRING.
Me: Veux-tu m’épouser ?
Him: ohkay!
9 seconds ago
He has no idea that I just asked him to marry me . HAHAH.
Hyped up,
Ever since Jayson Yalung found my formspring, and totally raided it and spammed it with questions. That boy sent me 100 questions in 30 minutes, are you serious. HAHAHAH. “More to come?” I hope not. My fingers are starting to hurt. But formspring is surprisingly fun. <3 AskMarix3
Formspring ?
Raymond pushed me to make one, so here it is .
http://www.formspring.me/AskMarix3
Do what the username tells you to do and “Ask Mari” ? (; AHAH “F -“
Tell Me Why,
I know I’m wasting my time, but I stick around anyway. Hopelessly waiting , anticipating.
You’re never going to feel the same way, but my hopes are still standing tall.
I keep falling, faster every day than the day before, knowing in the end, I’m going to hit rock bottom. But that doesn’t stop me from these feelings I have for you.
You said you’d catch me when I fall, but you weren’t there when...
“Why don’t you tell me if I’m wasting my time loving you so...”
– 1230090906
5413. If loving you was wrong, I don't want to be...
(via myheartislistening)
Thankfulness ,
So I went to a funeral wake thing today, at Saint Anne’s. And a few people went up and spoke about the memories they spent with the man that just died. Even though I didn’t know him personally, hearing their stories, brought tears into my eyes, like I do at every wake that I go to. Because it’s like, one day, I might be up at that podium, speaking about one of my friends. I...
13866.) I really don't want anything else but to...
(via blogsecret)
<3
This is cute, aha.
Girl: I want to break up unless there's something you want to do about this.
Boy: You always do this. Fuck it then I'll just go back to my ex. Whatever.
Girl: WOW. Wdf, you're a total idiot. We're over then.
NEXT DAY.
Boy: I still love you ..
Girl: I thought we were done and you said you would go back to your ex, right?
Boy: Exactly. I'm coming back to you
Didn't think,
“Would you rather go left, where nothing is right, or would you rather go right where nothing is left?”
I’d be in this situation again. Yet again, torn in two. The one keeping my heart together is the one, slowly, unconsciously tearing it in two. And the one who tore my heart in two is the one that can fix it completely. Both pulling on my heartstrings, I wonder if it’s...
“Your eyes are brighter than the sun. They make me see that you’re the one....”
– I’ll be fine, if you stay the night.
Nine codenames;
1. YOUR REAL NAME: Marielle (Maria Elizabeth) Martin Gana.
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of real name plus izzle.) Marizzle.
^^ Like Maritess :D
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and animal) Teal Penguin.
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on) Elizabeth Darcelle.
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your...
I spent the last Tuesday of the year,
anthonytron:
xgotchamarisaur:
anthonytron:
xgotchamarisaur:
anthonytron:
xgotchamarisaur:
playing maplestory. Woke up at 11. Got a text from K’hari telling me to go on, and here I am, playing with DJ and K’hari. Also three-waying with them on the phone, so it’s easier to talk while playing. Levelling up, beasting on horny mushrooms (; AHAH, only had one meal today cause I’ve been...
I spent the last Tuesday of the year,
anthonytron:
xgotchamarisaur:
anthonytron:
xgotchamarisaur:
playing maplestory. Woke up at 11. Got a text from K’hari telling me to go on, and here I am, playing with DJ and K’hari. Also three-waying with them on the phone, so it’s easier to talk while playing. Levelling up, beasting on horny mushrooms (; AHAH, only had one meal today cause I’ve been hooked on tryna level up.
I need a...
I spent the last Tuesday of the year,
anthonytron:
xgotchamarisaur:
playing maplestory. Woke up at 11. Got a text from K’hari telling me to go on, and here I am, playing with DJ and K’hari. Also three-waying with them on the phone, so it’s easier to talk while playing. Levelling up, beasting on horny mushrooms (; AHAH, only had one meal today cause I’ve been hooked on tryna level up.
I need a life.
You and DJ still play MS?...
"You and I"
“What am I supposed to say? So long since I’ve seen your face. Do you wanna kiss me, or tell me you miss me, or that you want me to leave? What am I supposed to do…Ain’t nobody know the truth, but I’m not gonna waste my time and try to tell you”
Got a call at 9:56. Then another at 10:22. Two of the most surprising calls. I didn’t realize it’s been a...
I spent the last Tuesday of the year,
playing maplestory. Woke up at 11. Got a text from K’hari telling me to go on, and here I am, playing with DJ and K’hari. Also three-waying with them on the phone, so it’s easier to talk while playing. Levelling up, beasting on horny mushrooms (; AHAH, only had one meal today cause I’ve been hooked on tryna level up.
I need a life.
Sometimes,
I wonder what happened to us. You used to be a great friend, and we always used to hang out like nothing could tear us apart. We’d have tons of inside jokes, that we’d mention everyday and laugh at like it was just yesterday. Now, it’s like you’ve forgotten about all of them, because you never bring them up anymore. Even though I remember them, I’m afraid to bring...
5123. Im wasting my time on someone i know that i...
(via myheartislistening)
5113. "We are imperfect people, therefore we offer...
myheartislistening:
Remember that the next time you get angry at a loved one.
It's 5 am,
And I’m not even tired. Drank a can of coke, so i’m HIGH-LY awake. I feel like doing cartwheels. Let Me Love You is on repeat, and I don’t even know what Raymond is doing on the phone. I just asked him, and he said he’s vibrating his phone O_o “It’s vibrating for yoooou.” Ew. AHAHAH. My brother and his friends are in the next room playing Resident Evil,...
Just Barely ,
got the hang of this Tumblr movement. I’m off to omgpop, and talk on the phone with Raymond Lorenzana, until I completely K.O (=
“I feel really really like, thankful. BUT, I don’t know. I just don’t like saying moments, those I Miss You’s. OH, I need to give you some advice. NEVER EAT YELLOW SNOW.” -RL.
He’s gone. Aha, goodnight. FOURPLAY, HERE I COME.
Four Seasons.
I want to do something special for each season with a big group of people, every year just to make it stand out. Make it a tradition of some sort. Starting now.
Winter - Ice Skating. This Thursday, “just go.”
Spring - Frolick through the flowers. AHAHHAH, random. (=
Summer - BONFIRE. Beach. Santa Cruz. Travelling.
Fall - Pile up all the crunchiest leaves I can find, and jump into...
13844.) i want to know everything about him! from...
(via blogsecret)
13843.) i need to stop thinking about him, but at...
(via blogsecret)
“When something can’t get out of your head, maybe it’s meant to stay there.”
“I wish he knew just how much he means to me, cause maybe then he’d...”
– 1225091202
13834.) I don't miss him. I just miss the way he...
(via blogsecret)
1790. I wish you had the ability to read my mind,...
(via 11-eleven-wishes)
To Do List 2010.
Find myself.
Make a new friend.
Hug a stranger.
Fix things with you.
Put a smile on your face.
“Goodmorning” to strangers with MCB and leftboob.
Spoken Word (?)
Do something outrageously spontanious.
Prove you wrong.
Get 150 followers on Twitter from people I know.
Tell you how much you’ve changed my life, in person.
Save up to atleast $100, and get a savings...
